Where Do I Belong?

For those of us who have spent some portion of our life inside and some outside of our motherlands we often wonder and ask ourselves where is home for me? We eagerly wait for a break to go back to our homeland and when we are there it's amazing,it's wonderful, its fun, having family, friends and our loved ones around and returning to the streets where u grew up, a place where u believe the smell of the rain is not the same as anywhere else, and where u realize that no, the blue of the sky is not the same everywhere &...
But within our heart we always feel something lacking, that our motherland is missing something but we just can't quite figure out what it is! In our heads we tend to compare our two "homes" and as there are positives sides and negative sides to everything, at times we just wish we could take the good parts out of both and create our own home... I feel as though I no longer fully belong here nor there. For those who know me, know that I love Iran PASSIONATELY, but today it hit me, one day if I were to leave Canada I'd miss it, despite the fact that I'm always complaining, I will actually miss it... "Home" a word that confuses me and makes me feel lost...Where do I belong?!